I HAVE TO LEAVE from the life

dear friends
i have gone away
away from the hurt and pain
it was all too much to take
my heart was killed and my happiness was slipping away
please dont be mad
or hate yourself for my death
i did it not to be selfish
but to let you and me be free
things in life are always hard
and the hardest was trying to let you go
i just couldn't do it
i just didnt know how
so i decided to give up and leave
they say the best things in life are free
so why is it so hard
i just wanted to be happy for once
i just wanted you to smile again
i am sorry dear friend but i want more than that
i want the dream that make me change and look the life
but as this cannot be i will have to leave
so goodbye and goodluck
I HATE THE LIFE